Times are changing

It is Valentines Day and after spending the evening with my boy I am sitting here alone.  There has been a lot of joy and pain in the past few days that it is amazing that I can continue to hold my head up.  Adam and I were on the news to promote a fantastic event for Children't Wish and then we were apart of the fundraiser as well.  His amazing team Royal Park Realty included us in all the events they could and we had a truly wonderful time.  My heart feels so good seeing people do such amazing things to help a child they have never met.  Our tribe did a great job, raised a ton of money and we are able to have Adam's wish happen this year! The dinner was nice, the entire event was life changing.  That night changed a lot between Aaron and I though.  It was really hard but this weekend we know that we can not stay together.  We are separating as it is not healthy for us to stay together.  The things that have happened are crazy and usually not all of them happen in a marriage, even one of the insane things tends to make a marriage crumble.  It has been 3 years of me pouring my heart and soul into my marriage to have it all taken away and thus things have failed. It is a scary thing to go through as we have been together for almost 8 years going on 6 married. We have a beautiful child  who has major health issue, appointments, medications and needs constant care though is a hyper active turkey too.  I haven't dated in like 8 years and am now in my 30's.... there is a lot to take in and try and deal with and yet I can still go with my head held high.