After Heart Cath

After Heart Cath

Saturday, September 17, 2011

A day

Adam has really taught me a lot over the past year.  Ever since his diagnosis I watch him in awe because he does not let anything slow him down.  His breathing has become heavier as of late but it has not slowed him down.  This tells me the battle is coming but it is not fully here yet.  Earlier this year was rough on him and it is soooo good to see him running around and doing so good.  He has taught me the life is worth living every day, the only ones left hurting are the one's left behind and that there is always hope for the future.  Life has been interesting lately.  Adam has been doing alright, Aaron had lost his job which cause issues but has now recovered and started working at a new job and I have been busy at my amazing job.  It sure has some interesting days of people either showing up an hour early to an interview and expecting to be seen because they showed.... I usually have others scheduled sooo that doesn't work people and I don't recommend it.  Interesting personalities have shown up, some who look like they would waaayyy tooo interesting and really instead of the pink or purple hair, pierced face, torn sneakers with a story and rainbrow bright attire there is no personality there at all.  As someone put it my job is like being the judge of an American Idol yet it's for jobs lol.  We do believe there is a job for everyone out there, though not always through us.  The most interesting part of my job is putting my personal feelings aside and assessing the people I see, they generally don't work with me thus I have to think of everything differently including the dynamic of the job elsewhere.  Needless to say my day is filled with differences all day long.  When I get home it is then filled with Adam!  The crazy, eccentric little boy that is my darling filled with questions.  Yes some days I wish my ears were pencil sharpeners so that I could jam pencils in and not have to listen... however if I really stop and listen it is amazing what he is learning and wanting to learn.